para-dies

Saturday, August 26, 2006

tell me why i am blogging now.

WHY.
WHY.
WHY.

ah okay.
i shall be normal again.
hi all i am alive n happy:)

hur.
as if.

i dont know what to say. i have no time to rant now.

note to self: i WILL hand in chi portfolio tmr!!
(yea n i know tmr is a saturday. so, YUP i am going to go all the way to school to hand in a pathetic piece of homework.)

ya whatever.

***
oya.
SHOULD I PUT ON BRACES?!?!?!?!?
i can die of, i don't know.. indecision (is thr such a wrd) ok???

firstly, the thought of two long yrs of braces-bound teeth seriously sucks.

secondly, and most importantly, will i look better with my current teeth or with perfectly straight yet abit fake teeth??!??!!?

sigh. tough decision.

so, i shant think about it first.

my weekend is officially dedicated to piano piano and more piano.

GREAT.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i seriously want to smack/punch/KILL e person who invented the education system. what did you invent the stupid education system for huh??? huh? huh? huh??!??!!??! whats e pt of studying i don't know, integration(i realise when i wanna use egs i think of integration hohoho) or, or i don't know, coordinate geometry, or or making a PHYSICS TOY?!?!? HUHHH!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!

CAN I PLEASE DIE NOW.
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO SO SO MANY THINGS TO DO I FEEL SO LOST AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO START WITH.

FIRST OF ALL, PIANO. I AM COMTEMPLATING TELLING E EXAMINER TO FAIL ME STRAIGHT AWAY AND NOT BOTHER TO LISTEN TO MY HORRIBLE PLAYING.
TO ALL PIANO PLAYERS OUT THERE, YOU SHOULD KNOW HOW DEAD I AM IF I TELL U I STILL DONT KNOW MY SCALES AND 3RD PIECE AT ALL. N MY EXAM IS ON NEXT WED. oh well forget about aural and sight reading.

secondly,

1.physics sia
2.chi portfolio
3.zuowen
4.la speech
5.srq draft 2
6.eng summary (didnt really do but she went through e paper so. haha)
7.math permutation ws
8.10 huo dongs(i did 7 today, 3 more to go)
9.revision on respiration
10.packing of ws,
and alot more which i can't remember.

LASTLY, EOY PREPARATIONS. 37 FREAKIN DAYS. SERIOUSLY NOT ENOUGH FOR ME.
I DONT WANT TO BE RETAINED. PLEASEE.

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i hope apples dont make u fat. though i know they contain sugar too. haha cos i have been eating quite alot of apples lately.

n erm i realise i type quite fast with one hand! cos i m always eating with one n typing with the other. hoho

Friday, August 18, 2006

sigh.
i feel...irritated.
everything's seriously piling up.
i am thinking of completing everything by tmr.
and that means sacrificing sleep.
i don't know.

oya n i felt very very tired today.
i slept through e whole of math lesson =S. hmm.
well i slept 1/2 an hr on sunday night, 2 hrs on monday night, 10-11 hrs on tuesday night, ~6 hrs on wednesday night, which is yesterday lah.
yet i felt u know, still okay on mon and tue.
wed i was feeling a bit dazed in the afternoon, probably after too much sleep..
but why did i feel esp tired today with 6 hrs of sleep? it's quite alot what.
hmm my irregular sleeping hrs means my sleeping patterns are rather inconsistent so its rather hard to analyze..
but hmm, i have deduced that 12 am is e worst time to sleep cos i would feel e most tired the next day. and 1/2 hr of sleep can make quite a lot of difference.
yea.
pointless analysis.

oh well.
i was quite pissed over nothing just now but guess i calmed down after crapping a whole chunk of crap about sleep.

hmm anw. i am just irritated at him/her/it. very irritated. somehow.

***
recently i suddenly thought of e freakin sms that i nv intended to send!
it was so damn embarrassing. i did something i swear i will never do...
oh dear.
i hope no one except me remembers about the existence of the sms.
pleeeeeaaassee.
anw it happened around 2 yrs ago so--
ya, i just happened to remember.
no one else would ever remember or actually bother, right?
right:)

Sunday, August 13, 2006

math portfolio is dumb! i can't stand it:(
i mean, how are we supposed to reflect on math?
numbers and words definitely do not compliment each other.
well, to me at least.
okay, of course we are supposed to know the applications of math in real life but math portfolio?!?!
oh yea, this integration worksheet tells me that i am a positive and happy girl.
well, absolutely wrong.

*ok i know alot of the above are fallacies/doesn't make sense. but that's because i m trying to do portfolio now! and it's getting nowhere.
oh man.


i thought i could be a little more productive today. but as usual, i still failed to do anything constructive e whole day. so I AM GOING TO START ON MATH PORTFOLIO NOW.

ARG. i don't wanna burn midnight oil and do my work overnight again. it's terribly..torturous. (alliteration =S)



Friday, August 11, 2006

haha in school now.
i have completed one zuowen! and 2 lijies!
yay:)

heh.
but there are many more to go.
math test 1
math portfolio.

may i just die.

hmm. i got my phone repaired! haha. well actually, i didnt repair my phone, i just exchanged the simcard for a new one. seems to be working so far, which is good.

oh n i m using e com in sch. dont feel like gg home to use the "harkdisk is almost full" com which lags and lags.
heh.

-pointless post!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

haha i am too lazy to blog but i just feel the need to blog.

okay
ytd was cross country and natl day celebrations.
i don't know whether i rmb correctly but i thought last yr we didn' have sch during natl day celebrations and we will all gather at e quadrangle and the band would be playing n people will be getting high or sth like that?
haha i don't know. my memory's unreliable.

oh ya anw. cross country i didnt really run. but am proud of e fact that i ran upslope! heh. haha. though after e slope i was like whatever, walking once i felt breathless. yea. ya then "nat day celebrations" was kinda like yea, 2 songs and we're done for e day. abit sad that its quite short but its gd in a way cos thr's more time to go out aft that. lalala.

so, jh mj n i went to giant to "shop" abit aft the celebrations and cross country and i bought yoghurt and maltteasers.(: on e way out of turf city(whr we had our run) jh's sole came off so we went back to giant again and bought glue to stick it back haha. so..aft that we had a hard time deciding what to eat, thought of going somewhere different like chinatown to have our lunch but in the end we proceeded to town anw.

stopped by suki sushi, jh wanted ramen/durian fried rice while i wanted pasta..haha and in the end we had pasta(: yay. hmm town was packed with students and i saw quite a few people..after lunch we went to taka and bought more food>< and i met my sis on the way to toilet at wisma! she was going home alone after movie with her friend who stays at orchard. yea. so since mj was meeting her friend at jp and jh n i had to go for our haircut we took train back to boonlay.

(and yea, i am very grateful for e fact that i have a great relationship with my sister and shes like one of e pp i am closest to in the world. we have lots to talk about and even if we start stoning it wouldnt feel awkward at all. heh. though shes more outstanding in many aspects i have learnt to be happy for her, instead of ya, the other way round.)

was supposed to meet pri sch friends at 4 but haircut appt was also at 4! but i didnt care cos i wanted to cut my hair haha:S i thought maybe i could meet them later. however movie starts at 435. aiya so sad. thus i didn't watch e movie which they watched, which was "click". heard it was fuuny n a lil sick, as well as really touching n people cried? which makes me wanna watch it cos i wanna see if i would cry heh heh.

so haircut turned out fine though i prefer my previous haircut. hair's shorter now but fringe's abit too short! but that's e pt right. if i cut it the right length then one mth later it would be covering my eyes n i would need to cut again. haha actually i don't know y i am cutting again after cutting arnd one mth n a wk ago. just felt like it i guess. abit bored with long long hair. though it's still considered long now.

yup so aft that went back to jp to meet pri sch friends but they were finishing dinner, talked abit and edsmond had to leave to watch firewrks alr. engheng went the other way so june and i walked back home.

was talking about quite many matters so we sat down at the park to continue talking. it's sweet to know that i can still hold a conversation with a pri school friend! really enjoyed e chat. we even talked about singapore and its achievements!

haha anw was talking mostly bout the past, present and future..and how jwps's still where we would feel like going back to even after we leave sec school. hmmm. guess we have many great memories of jwps cos we were still innocent and didn't realise we were making a fool of ourselves so very often and hence had great fun . hahaha. sugarrush! goddddd. e holding hands part was like so, man, i dont wanna talk about it!!!

ya and we were saying how time flies and we dont wanna grow up and start worrying about making decisions that would affect our future. we would still very much like to have unrealistic dreams, play and waste time like nobody's business. sigh. scary how nowadays e psle results of pri sch students would determine the jc they would go in the future. lucky i m born a few yrs earlier. not that i have e chance to choose the jc i wanna go to now anw, unless i er, transfer or drop out.

yea.. so we talked for more than 2 hrs.. from 7 plus to nine plus. n i met my dad at the lift, haha. so erm..watched tv and slacked and read book and went to sleep(:

***

hmm loves e song "yin xing qing ren" by joey yung. haha.
its playing in e background.
random.

undone chi hw!!!!(accumulated over e term)
1.THREE zuowens
2.ONE ying yong wen
3.TWO lijies
4.chi portfolio (FOUR more entries (essay-like reviews))
5.chi SIA. (report and ppt)

number 1-3 by fri.
DIE.

i dont wanna talk about piano. it just makes me feel down, down , down.
I WILL START PLAYING TMR. I WILL PLAY FOR AT LEAST 2 AND A HALF HRS BEFORE I START DOING ANYTHING ELSE.
i hope.

i wanna watch click buy bag n clothes!
argg.
and please remind me to remind myself to exchange my ipod's earphones. i just cant be bothered to look for e warranty card or sth and hence have been using my spoiled earphones for mooonths.

i hate my phone too! totally ANTIQUE phone. tell u it looks like a cordless house phone. newest model of the house phone range man!!

ya pp have been telling me, just repair ur phone!
e prob is, when other sim cards use my phone my phone can work and when i use my sim card with other phones they can work too! so wth is e problem with my phone/sim card?!
sigh. n my dad's too poor to buy me another phone.
SIGHHH.

i hear neighbour's phone ringing. anonymous neighbour who lives a few floors down, i guess.

ohya few days ago went LIBRARY to borrow BOOKS. i think its sunday. something i havent done in a long time! i think my love for reading has just been rekindled. at least by a little! yep:)

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anw today's family day.
didn't watch ndp parade/fireworks.
haha but i feel patriotic this yr! singapore's a amazing country n i m glad to be a singaporean:)
happy national day.

ya so had breakfast with family..we had food that was meant for 7 people! haha.
then we went to simlim square dad wanted to buy laptop charger so i passed time by reading e jap mags provided there.

then went to borders..listened to music and my legs were rather tired fr standing all the while! then browsed through books..had dinner..and went for movie, "my ants bully".

i think e movie's cute! but storyline's abit typical.
hahaha "you have brain e size of a peanut!" (to ants, peanut=big:D) so cute.
yup ate alot of junk during e movie sobs.
brownie cookie hotdog nachos milo coke nuts what the!!
to think i thought i had lost some calories standing in borders. sighh.

yup so went back home after that n i have been using e computer ever since:S

what a long post! bye! good night!